on narcissism.

sarah asks

and i say

because that's almost all i am
derrida--and i don't even pretend to understand his theories--but i think he says this--says that all love is really essentially narcissism
and i think that's true
and i love the idea of love
so i love the idea of narcissism
the idea of loving others through loving the self
and loving the self through loving others
reflective.
echoes.
i like these things.

then

twelve minutes later

"oh my God my head hurts"