at night.

trying to reassure yourself
your food won't disappear

West.


Is this the way I should walk
On my toes, the nails
Digging into
This body

Do you claim it?
Do you claim me?
Do you claim these
Legs too thin to think?

Do you kill me
Then put me on the table
Do you wait for me to
Come back to life

Do you wait for
Breaths to
Regurgitate

Like clouds
Rolling out
Overhead
Like steam

Evaporating
Firework gunshots

Teething.

I drank milk out of the powdered factories
Milk of manufactured proteins 
and processed, punctured steel,

Robbed from the animals 
who could not feed 
their own young

She could not feed me 
with her empty breasts

I was too painful for her 
bare nipples

dried up with fear
at this creature

She fed me with a spoon
because she was too afraid 
of me, herself

Her body, her saliva, 
her teeth growing old
would not chew for me--

So I teethed.
I grew them so I could chew
for myself, for her

I grew teeth so I could tear her up

I grew so I could run
like a monster through the woods
fast

Mother,
I hide from you there,
trying to strip you from my skin.