thoughts.

still falling, still clueless about her life, she remembered the time when she thought about things she could do indoors on a cold, rainy day.

she could draw faces on chilled frosty windows and then...watch till they melted, till all the faces began to cry...

she could lie on her back a long, long time, and then...get all mixed up and think the floor was the ceiling and the ceiling was the floor...

in that moment, she began to think of life as a long, rainy day. there was no top; there was no bottom.

~suicide of a different sort, part 5.

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