storm season.

i shit showers of slow pain
rain that digs up buried dirt
soaked in yesterday's blood

sinking in sinks
without boundaries
the overflow of quandaries

and i am wondering about
little things like
this

when you wrap a scarf around my neck
call it rescue
call it warmth

it shelters me not from
the flood that comes
when you leave

no clothes can cover me
i am the blood beyond
flowing at your touch and absence

i am the storm season
no one foresaw

i am the pain
surrounded by pleasure

i am what you
made me out to be
yet

strangled
by the pulls of your scarf
i drown

born alone
i will die alone

counting from one to zero
i go from little
to none at all.

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