the rag on his chest:

i clean the aftermath,

i wash him fresh,

i calm him down.

i am a good mother.

today i woke up

and did the dishes

and kept my quiet.

i have words,

i do not say them.

i have thoughts.

i keep them warm.

i bring them to my bed.
i lay their heads soft,
water their mouths,
cover them with arms.

for them i am available.
for my children i am
awake as they sleep
until morning. i remain.