not now.
i don't know when.
you didn't say.
i think i'm too much for you.
heavier than you want,
more of the nothing that you have,
excessive,
but something that you can have
until you find another.

love.
okay.
like.
okay.
nothing.
dislike.
yes.
hate.
yes.

i wonder if i am like you.
i wonder if i am what i think you are.
i wonder if you are what i think you are.
i wonder if you are what you think you are,
if i am what you think i am.
i don't know.
i don't know who i am.
i don't know what i want.
i imagine you and me without her,
but it could be that it will be
you and her
without me.
i wonder.
when?

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