a smile for you, again and again.

to you, old boy,

don't forget your promise. don't forget me, friend. 

if i make 1000 birds, i will make a wish for you, a selfish wish, an old wish, a constant one.

a wish wished out of jealousy and envy, of longing and silly hopes, like a child who stubbornly stomps at her parents' feet, screaming (silently) and crying (falsely). she does not need it. she knew (sometime before) that she did not need it. but she managed, at one point or another, to trick herself into believing that she will lead a miserable life without him.

with love (untrue),

signed yours (invisible).