winding down.

i told them, no, it's nothing. ambiguous to the point of nonexistent. it plopped into the water, and i saw it sinking and disappearing down below, and though my eyes kept staring at where it had been, i no longer bothered to see what was there. i didn't try to find it. maybe because i feared water too much, or maybe because i just didn't care enough. 

happy thoughts, dear.

have fun growing up.